Emma had called back when I returned home. She had managed to squise me in on Thursday next week. At 15.30. Good. I really don’t feel comfortable having to wonder wether what i have to talk to jack about is so important i can justify “pestering” him. Well, what i have to talk to him about is 1) how much time i will have to schedule for the designprocess and if it is possible to fit in Havlandet (at the moment I don’t think so). And 2) if it is so that he thinks that i should work at the musuem, I need to get in touch with the people in charge, so that we can plan that. And 3) how we are to work in this situation.

I think Havlandet will be too much work, it is too many factors with lots of work on each of them. It’s a fulltime job for a year, which is what I have scheduled for it. It is just amazing that they are even considering the project among the two they want.

I also get stressed when i read what grete refsum wrote about how phd are valued after what institution they are from. Then i think “i have to get a phd from somewhere good!”. I forget that i am doing this because it is fun. And because these are questions i want to find out about. And that i don’t have to do it all at once. And that i don’t have to worry about what will happen after the three years. Things have a tendency of working out. Just look at me now. Suddenly i’ve got two projects i would love to do. And it isn’t the end of the world if i can’t say yes to doing Havlandet. Then i will do parts of it, and that will be done well, instead of all of it being in a rush.

Am working with the projectdescription, and think i have found a new structure for it.

Tomorrow i will go to a museum.