Finally a row of breakthroughs. Many thoughts mixed up, try to keep head straight. And I know I should write here more often. Cant decide who I would like to have as my supervisors. Have been seeing Jack a couple of times. One Sunday where he gave me a friendly lecture at Café Nero, and one Thursday morning straight after that. I e-mailed him my project description on Tuesday and sms’d him yesterday and called him today. No response on either. Don’t know what to believe. At the Thursday meeting I asked him to write a recommendation for Havlandet, and he said he had to cover his back. He didn’t know enough about it yet. I asked him what he need to know. Cant remember if he answered it properly. That means that there is still no solution to the formal matter of wether I can do Havlandet or not. I have been really stressed, and that must be one of the reasons. Last night, lying in bed I got into such a state, and decided if they give me more BS about this and don’t respect and trust my choice of taking on Havlandet, I will quit the fellowship programme. Grete is right when she says research should be fun. I don’t have much fun with it at the moment. I must try to get Jack on the line sometime this week.